有些心意, 不可等某個日子

這一晚, 我睡不了. 這一晚, 我想起了她, 我睡不了. 就是這一晚, 我又一次從夢中醒了.

我哭醒了.

不知是不是最近常常想起 她... 就在這一晚, 我又夢見了她.

自從懂性以來, 我發覺自己愈來愈欠她...

我知道, 有些心意, 不可等某個日子. 今年一定要她知道.

5.11 要做什麼... ? 原來只是很簡單... 但我卻苦惱了這麼久...

我真的很笨!

十年約會??

一首很想回味的歌 - 十年約會

曲: HENRY CLAY WORK
詞: 陳少琪
編: 張人傑

朋友像雨點　聚半天　只一面
深知道　各有夢　難遇見
離和去　像信件　未愛的　偏出現
很想見　卻掛念　誰倖免

同用心　講一遍　預約分散過十年
同地點　一起看舊照片
祈求那天　若是大家出現天色會未變〔冬天變夏天〕

朋友互慰解　路再彎　風很大
祝福你　過每日　能偷快
離和去　像雨擺　若這生　怎麼壞
請想到　永遠是　誰諒解

繁忙裡　你我都聽見 TICK TOCK TICK TOCK
時間　你我的旅店 TICK TOCK TICK
如那天　若是大家出現　花火會漫天

NO MATTER WHAT FRIENDSHIPS ALWAYS LAS
THERE'S OUR MESSAGE
IT'S LIKE THIS FROM THE TIME
THAT WE MET
WE KNOW PAIN IN THIS GAME
PEOPLE HASSLING AND FUSSINGBUT
WE STILL GOT NO SHAME
TICK TOCK, BUT WE DON'T STOP
TICK TOCK, BUT WE DON'T STOP
AS WE WALK THROUGH THIS PATH
WE ARE ON THE ATTACK WE RESONATE OUR MUSIC
THROUGH THE FRIENDSHIP WE ALL HAVE
TICK TOCK, BUT WE DON'T STOP
TICK TOCK, BUT WE DON'T STOP

同用心　講一遍　預約分散過十年
同地點　一起看舊照片
祈求那天　若是大家出現天色會未變〔冬天變夏天〕

朋友互慰解　路再彎　風很大
祝福你　過每日　能偷快
離和去　像雨擺　若這生　怎麼壞
請想到　永遠是　誰諒解

如那天　夜盡沒有白天　都可再飛天
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK

Fortune Subscription...

Some time around the beginning of the stock downturn, I received a call...

"Hi! You are selected. You are the consumer we selected to offer you a price cut for early subscription to Time Magazine. You can enjoy the price cut for subscription to Fortune too."

Actually, I decided to refuse the early subscription ... because I would like to "reserve" some time for reading books... But the sales continued "Yeah, reading book is good. I agree. But, did you find yourself something that cannot be found on the book when you read Time." I said, "yes". She continued, "so why stop reading magazine? blah... blah... blah..."

At last, I paid for the early subscription when I was facing my own credit crunch and recession ...


However, I do not regret on paying money for the subscription. Instead, I am inspired by the subscription to Fortune.

An article I read on the minibus today ... the March 17 copy ... http://money.cnn.com/galleries/2008/fortune/0803/gallery.jobsqna.fortune/index.html
(yes, I'm still reading the March 17 ... but today is April 15 ... thx god for giving me 24 hours but not 24 hours plus a second... ^^" I'm having "time crunch")

This is an article with an interview with Steve ... The Apple CEO.

The reason of my inspiration can be deduced by some quotes from the interview ...

Apple's focus?? - People think focus means saying yes to the thing you've got to
focus on. But that's not what it means at all. It means saying no to the 100
other good ideas that there are. You have to pick carefully. I'm actually as
proud of many of the things we haven't done as the things we have done.

Surely, people who knows me knows that I am a guy who won't satisfy. When I have a job, it might be challenging at the beginning. When I solve the challenge, I find another one. But, the existing one is still in progress .... I always make a bad gag with myself ... I am a multi-core processor~ I can handle multiple threads at the same time~ As a result, I have no focus, but foci. Those shallow foci make me get into trouble with "time crunch".

What drives Apple employees?? - We don't get a chance to do that many things,
and every one should be really excellent. Because this is our life. Life is
brief, and then you die, you know? So this is what we've chosen to do with our
life.

To re-cap the quote from Steve's Stanford Commencement Speech- "The only way to do great work is to love what you do; if you haven't find it yet, keep looking and don't settle" and "Your time is limited, so don't waste it living in someone else life".

http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505.html

Dealing with roadblocks - There always seems to come a moment where it's just
not working. Take the iPhone. We had a different enclosure design for this
iPhone until way too close to the introduction to ever change it. And I came in
one Monday morning, and I said, "I just don't love this. I can't convince myself
to fall in love with this. And this is the most important product we've ever
done." And we pushed the reset button. ... It was hell because we had to go to
the team and say, "All this work you've for the last year, we're going to have
to throw it away and start over, and we're going to have to work twice as hard
now because we don't have enough time." And you know what everybody said? "Sign
us up". That happens more than you'd think, because this is not just engineering
and science. There is art too.

Actually, something I made for the future ... (yeah, if you're guessing right, I'm talking about the fyp) ... is disaster... Am I going to start over again^^?

finding talent - When I hire somebody really senior, competence is the ante. The
have to be really smart. But the real issue for me is, Are they going to fall in
love with Apple? Because if they fall in love with Apple, everything else will
take care of itself.

I am not smart. But, surely I'm already in love with the tech. By the way, am I already fall in love with the stuff I'm going to do? I'm not quite sure yet.

catching tech's next wave - Things happen fairly slow, you know. They do. These
waves of technology, you can see them way before they happen, and you just have
to choose wisely which ones you're going to surf. If you choose unwisely, then
you can waste a lot of energy, but if you choose wisely, it actually unfolds
fairly slowly.

I identified a wave. I don't know whether I should catch it now. But I know I won't stay and watch. The way why Intel is "Leap Ahead" because they dig a big deep hole, putting a lot fertilizers, and keep growing the seed by water and sunshine. Finally, a big tree comes out.



At last, frankly speaking, I totally agree with the sales ... "You can get something from the magazine which you can't find in the book"

自私? 懶惰?

人愈大, 愈多機會同人合作....

當同愈來愈多人合作時, 好自然會發覺這個世界有好多唔同的人.

無疑, 人是自私的, 人是懶惰的 ...

但 "你" 在自私 與 懶惰 的同時, 有無諗過 會 影響 其他人 ??? 負一點責任, 多一點交代, 不是好一點嗎?

坦白說, 我討厭那些不負責任的人... 愈來愈討厭

輸

昨晚行了一會書店, 心裡感覺不好... 想起了家裡的一米書山還未征服呢....

其實, 不知為何, 人人都說我很多東西要搞, 但我又仍然不斷找東西去搞一搞...
很坦白, 時間真的不夠.. 是我心頭太多吧? 還是我實在不懂管理好自己?

究竟, 要怎樣才可以得到一天二十四小時多一刻呢?

曾經寫過, 要是我去賽跑, 連一秒鐘我也不想輸..
事實, 我已經輸了, 輸了給自己.


想做的實在太多, 可以做的實在太少... 人生就是這樣的嗎?? 不斷的取捨, 不斷的自我爭扎

說謊很難

這個愚人節 ... 成績惡劣 ...

騙人真的很難 -.-...

要令人相信... 更難....